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Thursday, November 26, 2009
Whos The Goon
I Never Was The Tall Skinny Kid You See Now. Im Known As A Really Well KNown Person People Like To Be Around Me And Im A Good Looking Guy (NotTo Brag) But WasI AlwaysLike This No..
Ever Since I WasIn elemntary School I Was Over Wieght Until 7th Grade.
Middle School Was My Breaking Point.. All My Friends MAde Fun Of Me Cuz I Was The Fat One Of The Grouph. They Never Realized How It Made Me Feel True Friends Wouldnt Have Done It.. The Day I Gave Myself Up To Anorexia Was A Day I Will Remember The Rest Of My Life.
I WAs Young Very Young About Yay High, I WasA Very Sweet Guy And I Managed To Get ADecent Looking Girl Friend That Evryone Liked, I Was Very Sweet To Her IEven Brought Her A Rose To School, But Soon People Saw Me And Her Together And Said Eeeww ____ MArcos Really Hes Fat And Ugly! What Are You Thinking, Are You That Despret... The Sad Part WasThey Said This To Our Faces As Sooon As Everyone Started Saying This She Gave Me Back The Rose And Let Go Of My HAnd And Walked Away.. My So Called Friends Luaghed At Me And I Looked Around And Everyone Was To I Felt Like I Was That Kid In That Seen Were Everyone Is Laughing At Him And Hes In The Middle And His World Is Spining, So I Droped The Rose And Ran Off..
I Walked Out Of School That Day Crying In Shame I Went HOme Ran To My Bed Hugged My Pillow And Cried Like ABaby For Hours.. I Really Dreaded School Cuz Everyone Thought I Cried Over The Girl And They Called Me A Pusssy But I Said That Was The Reason But The Real Reason WasAll The Crude And Heart Breaking Stuff They Said. Didnt They Ever Know How It Would Make Me Feel....?
Later One Day Night IStood In The Mirror When I Got In The Shower And Looked At Myself In Discust Tears In My Eyes Sobbing Hearing All The Words Of My So Called Friends And Everyone At School I Told Myself No More... No More...... Next 2 Weeks I Skiped Lunch And Breakfast, I Noticed A Difference So I Started Drinkning OnlyWater A Few More weeks PAst I Lost Mor e Wieght, I Started Cunting Calories Next I Stoped Eating Dinner... Soon It Stoped Eating For Days... After That I Ran 4 Miles Everyday Without Any Food. Ill Never Forget The Day When My Body Gave Up...
I Remeber It Was About 4 A Clock I Was Feeling Very Hot I DIdnt KNow Why It Drank SOme Water Still I Started Feeling Like My Body Was Sore I tRied To Get Up For Another GlassOf Water ButWhen I Got Up Everything Came To A Quick Spin And A Blackk Out.. I Somehow Ened On The Floor.. I Tried CAlling For Help But INstead Of Words I Gaged And I Cried And I Moaned.. It Took Me At Leeast 10 MinutesTo Get BackOn My Feet.. I Got Up And Relized No One WasEven Home.. So I Cleaned Up Went To Sleep..
8th GradeYear Came IWent From 210 lbs. To 116 lbs. But The Funny Thing Was Id Look InThe Mirror And Say Eww Your Fuxin Fat And IStill On;yAte Once A Day And It Was A Can Of Tuna With Bread.. Everyone Told Me I Looked Nasty My PArentsCried And Asked Me If I Needed Couceling And I Said Nothings WrongWith Me!
Until.. I Found Out One Day I HAd Gotten Anemia.. Anemia is A Condition Where Your Body Doesnt Have Healthy Blood Cells To Produce Tissue So Basically my body was giving out On Me. That Whewn My Dad Took A Picture Of Me With My Shirt Off And Showed Me Look Son I Love You And I Really Dont Wanna See You Like This Anymore I Never Seen My Dad Cry But He Huged Me And Sobed And Said Please Just Take Care Of Yourself I Love You ...
People Really Dont Realize How Much Just Words Hurt People Thats Why IReally Try Not To Talk SHit And Say Mean Things To Peoples Face Cuz That Fat Loser You See ALone At School That Was Once Me Dont Feel Sorry For Me Just Learn From This Its Not Okay To Say SOmeone Who Hasent Done Anything To You Where All Human Beings And We All Have Hearts.
-Goon(:
Ever Since I WasIn elemntary School I Was Over Wieght Until 7th Grade.
Middle School Was My Breaking Point.. All My Friends MAde Fun Of Me Cuz I Was The Fat One Of The Grouph. They Never Realized How It Made Me Feel True Friends Wouldnt Have Done It.. The Day I Gave Myself Up To Anorexia Was A Day I Will Remember The Rest Of My Life.
I WAs Young Very Young About Yay High, I WasA Very Sweet Guy And I Managed To Get ADecent Looking Girl Friend That Evryone Liked, I Was Very Sweet To Her IEven Brought Her A Rose To School, But Soon People Saw Me And Her Together And Said Eeeww ____ MArcos Really Hes Fat And Ugly! What Are You Thinking, Are You That Despret... The Sad Part WasThey Said This To Our Faces As Sooon As Everyone Started Saying This She Gave Me Back The Rose And Let Go Of My HAnd And Walked Away.. My So Called Friends Luaghed At Me And I Looked Around And Everyone Was To I Felt Like I Was That Kid In That Seen Were Everyone Is Laughing At Him And Hes In The Middle And His World Is Spining, So I Droped The Rose And Ran Off..
I Walked Out Of School That Day Crying In Shame I Went HOme Ran To My Bed Hugged My Pillow And Cried Like ABaby For Hours.. I Really Dreaded School Cuz Everyone Thought I Cried Over The Girl And They Called Me A Pusssy But I Said That Was The Reason But The Real Reason WasAll The Crude And Heart Breaking Stuff They Said. Didnt They Ever Know How It Would Make Me Feel....?
Later One Day Night IStood In The Mirror When I Got In The Shower And Looked At Myself In Discust Tears In My Eyes Sobbing Hearing All The Words Of My So Called Friends And Everyone At School I Told Myself No More... No More...... Next 2 Weeks I Skiped Lunch And Breakfast, I Noticed A Difference So I Started Drinkning OnlyWater A Few More weeks PAst I Lost Mor e Wieght, I Started Cunting Calories Next I Stoped Eating Dinner... Soon It Stoped Eating For Days... After That I Ran 4 Miles Everyday Without Any Food. Ill Never Forget The Day When My Body Gave Up...
I Remeber It Was About 4 A Clock I Was Feeling Very Hot I DIdnt KNow Why It Drank SOme Water Still I Started Feeling Like My Body Was Sore I tRied To Get Up For Another GlassOf Water ButWhen I Got Up Everything Came To A Quick Spin And A Blackk Out.. I Somehow Ened On The Floor.. I Tried CAlling For Help But INstead Of Words I Gaged And I Cried And I Moaned.. It Took Me At Leeast 10 MinutesTo Get BackOn My Feet.. I Got Up And Relized No One WasEven Home.. So I Cleaned Up Went To Sleep..
8th GradeYear Came IWent From 210 lbs. To 116 lbs. But The Funny Thing Was Id Look InThe Mirror And Say Eww Your Fuxin Fat And IStill On;yAte Once A Day And It Was A Can Of Tuna With Bread.. Everyone Told Me I Looked Nasty My PArentsCried And Asked Me If I Needed Couceling And I Said Nothings WrongWith Me!
Until.. I Found Out One Day I HAd Gotten Anemia.. Anemia is A Condition Where Your Body Doesnt Have Healthy Blood Cells To Produce Tissue So Basically my body was giving out On Me. That Whewn My Dad Took A Picture Of Me With My Shirt Off And Showed Me Look Son I Love You And I Really Dont Wanna See You Like This Anymore I Never Seen My Dad Cry But He Huged Me And Sobed And Said Please Just Take Care Of Yourself I Love You ...
People Really Dont Realize How Much Just Words Hurt People Thats Why IReally Try Not To Talk SHit And Say Mean Things To Peoples Face Cuz That Fat Loser You See ALone At School That Was Once Me Dont Feel Sorry For Me Just Learn From This Its Not Okay To Say SOmeone Who Hasent Done Anything To You Where All Human Beings And We All Have Hearts.
-Goon(:
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